Someone who loves you will reveal beautiful things within yourself…things you had never noticed before…things nobody else cared to.
I’m waiting for the official soundtrack of Fifty Shades of Grey movie from Beyoncé!!!
Just a foolish girl who chases her dreams but never catch anything. A foolish girl who listen to nobody, just keep her head up and does her stupid, meaningless things. A girl who lives two lifes: the real, what is hard, where she hardly find any pleasure besides reading; the hazardous world of books, where she find everything she wants besides the real life. Sometimes she tries to behave wisely, sometimes tends to be crazy and doesn’t think about the consequences. Impatient, headstrong but generous and understanding. Sometimes she afraids of everything, but always inquisitive. Well, I’ve never met such a complicated person, like Maud. She only want two things really: to love and to be loved. But these are the hardest missions in her life.
[...],,Those photos the boy took…I can see how he see you. You look untroubled and beautiful, not that you’re not beautiful now, but here you sit. I see your pain. It’s hard, knowing that I’m the one who has made you feel this way.
,,But I’m a selfish man. I’ve wanted you since you fell into my office. You are exquisite, honest, warm, strong, witty, beguilingly innocent; the list is endless. I’m in awe of you. I want you, and the thought of anyone else having you is like a knife twisting in my dark soul.” [...]
Detail from E.L. James’ Fifty Shades Darker
Inquisitiveness is killing me. Whether he also thinks about me before sleeping? Or just during the day from something doit? What goes on in his minds? Maybe: – Uhh, this girl sucks, but who cares, just have fun I’ll never met with her. An other option: – OMG, this girl doesn’t mind my silly jokes what’s more she garbles my words,…. however sometimes she sulks.
Maybe he is afraid… maybe just not sure in his feelings…. does he has feelings at all??
One tihng is sure: he is not dry-eyed!!! But there is too much maybe…too much unanswered question and untold words.
And yes… he is writing again.